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sedha
25 July 2007 @ 11:59 pm
I have moved my journal to Wordpress and will share it with Saer, my partner. I'd be happy to see you, my friends, over there!
http://sedha.wordpress.com/
 
 
Current Mood: rejuvenated
 
 
sedha
12 May 2007 @ 12:27 pm
This is something Mornadhu posted on her LJ - I am the partner she talks about and we have been through absolute hell the last week. No more than two hours of sleep per night and a lot of stress. This webquest is really important for my work, if it would not be up and running on Wednesday that would be a desaster!
But now it should be fine - the local webhosting service works great and even has a person you can talk to who knows something about what he is doing!
So here is what we have been through....

posted yesterday by Mornadhu:

Ok... SOme explanation is in order....

My partner Sedha is creating a webquest, she is in the referendiat, and this is for that (Exam) as well as one of her classes...

Since its internet based, first she/we tried putting it on the schools moodle platform.That was broken, So I suggested a yahoo free site... which didn't work because the data transfer limit is on 25 mb per hour... which is way too small with 20 students accesing the site...

Enter the brilliant idea which became a total disaster...

Upgrade the free site to the small business site.... Where the data transfer is not so small a snail can overload it.....

So we put in the order to upgrade....

FIRST PROBLEM: Yahoo does not use anything BUT USA Based credit cards (WE are in GERMANY!)... A fact they conveniently forget to mention! And they let you fill everything out on the billing then just hang it up and go credit card address not valid. And you are stuck.....

Ok... I do have access to a USA based card. SO we use that.... and everything looks BEAUTIFUL! order goes through, domain name comes up... and away we create....

We put in everything... All the texts.... All the pics.... everything... checking all the while for data transfer limits... etc... Nothings going wrong.... every things done excpet for the tweaking, we can access on every computer (including my parents in the US)and we are doing the tweaking when Yahoo Small Business notifies us by email there is a problem....

FLAMING HOLY S**T! They tell us because of a problem, that they can not complete the order and the sites being blocked....

CALL CUSTOMER SERVICE!

PROBLEM NUMBER TWO!: Germany remember, 9 hour time difference, YAhoo is on pacific time USA.... WE hurriedly call Customer service.... to wait..... On a direct international phone call rate..... no 800 number for yahoo customers OUTSIDE the US! And the small business is only available through Yahoo USA.... GROUCH!

45 minutes later, or more... and more muszak than I care to hear, we finally get Joy... Customer Service person number 1. Its a billing problem... Ok... we go through trying to find out what, and she simply tells me, use another card... We don't HAVE another one.... have to try again, with only 42 minutes to closing time.... And we get back on the phone to wait.... for another 45 minutes... actually closer to an hour before Chris...

which leads to problem number THREE!

That is "WE WILL TAKE CARE OF THIS AND ACCELERATE THE REACTIVATION OF YOUR ACCOUNT!" And it will only take 2 to 3 business days because we did this.... heres the reference number.... and tech support says we are only blocked, and the sites still there....

I decide to keep on them.....

Which is what I did and my phone bill should be INSANE! A minimum hour wait on Customer service.... even at 6am pacific time which is when they open.... And the constant "We will take care of it, its processing" etc....

Until today... When I get Nicole.... Who says, the order was cancelled, it has to be RE ordered... which is what would be accelerated, not the reactivation, but the ORDER... I find out that its as if we never EVER did anything.....

9 pages of work are now blown to hell.... They don;t exist because of THEIR Error..... The Credit Card is already ON FILE at Yahoo! They BILL IT MONTHLY! But it doesn't matter.... Everything has to be done all over again....

Yahoo has taken more than 3 days of our time, just in phone calls alone... to be run around, put on hold, to finally tell us that we just have to type everything in again, WHICH DOES NOT WORK BY THE WAY! and it will all go back to be processed.... and maybe break again....


I am ranting.... I know...

However, I do believe that everyone should know about the customer service at Yahoo.com small business..... About the run around, the wrong answers ( three people and 48 hours before the 4th person) and the lie that our site was only blocked, not blown away.

They have a phone line that keeps you online forever, no department can talk to another and the engineering dept which fixes things can NOT be talked to at all... not by customers, period.

Each hand doesn't know what the other is doing, and if an error comes up in one place... DO NOT BELIEVE THEM WHEN THEY TELL YOU YOUR SITE IS ONLY BLOCKED!

We did... and its gone... Luckily we copied and pasted the texts and pics before they shut it down (which tech supoort said could take up to 90 days, it took less than 15 minutes it went down while we were on the phone)....

Be careful... Tell others to be careful..... This is ridiculous... this is not customer service..... This is insanity.....

We will never use Yahoo for web hosting again... EVER....

I wouldn't recommend it for anyone

period
 
 
Current Mood: infuriated
 
 
sedha
07 March 2007 @ 11:54 pm
Sometimes I wish I would remember that at the right time! As some of you might know, I am a Referendarin, which means I am working to become a fully licenced teacher at a berufliche Schule, a vocational school. I am in my first year, which means I don't have my own classes yet - I will get them in the next school year. I just love the job although we have a lot of 'problem kids'. I really immerse myself fully in what I am doing, and I do a lot of extra work - special education workshops, teletutoring workshops, organizing exchanges with the US and Poland. And now I am at the point where I think I should remember DO. NOT. VOLUNTEER. Before I neglect anything important, I should STOP VOLUNTEERING.

[end of rant]
 
 
Current Location: on my sofa
Current Mood: determined
Current Music: the MIAU! of my cats
 
 
sedha
06 February 2007 @ 11:50 pm
Man, I am tired... what a long day! I got up at 4:45 because I had a class up near Heidelberg. Luckily there was no snow nor ice on the roads, that would really have been nasty. But I have so much to do that I am still up... just finished working. My cats are sleeping on the couch, that is cute but frustrating...

yawns,
Sedha.
 
 
Current Location: on the couch
Current Mood: mellow
Current Music: the snoring of my cats
 
 
sedha
25 October 2006 @ 12:32 am
Yeah, the flu has gotten me.... I am sneezing and wheezing and hacking and hoping it gets better. Needless to say, I have a teaching observation coming up on Friday... ugh...
 
 
Current Mood: sick
Current Music: the wheezing of my own breath
 
 
sedha
07 October 2006 @ 11:06 pm
As the title might suggest, we went to the international book fair in Frankfurt today! My feet are hurting and I am completely exhausted but that was worth it! What a paradise for book lovers! New books, old books (it's also an old-and-valuable-books fair), scholarly books, childrens books, comic books, picture books, novels, dramas, short stories, books books books! The only downside to this wonderful day is that the books are only sold on the last day of the fair, which would be tomorrow. It is a form of cruelty to hold so many wonderful, interesting books in front of a bookworm's nose and then deny the purchase! But I actually managed to buy one book and get one as a gift - both from American publishing houses, of course. The Germans are much stricter about the rules - "Sorry, you have to come back tomorrow!" - "But I am here only today! Couldn't you..." - "No, we can not! The rules are the rules!"

The guest of honor country is India this year. They had wonderful Indian cuisine, Indian art, Indian movies (Bollywood - I don't like it, though...), and of course Indian books books books!

All in all a very satisfying day!
 
 
Current Mood: jubilant
Current Music: Das Boot - just watching the movie, too
 
 
sedha
02 October 2006 @ 12:21 am
let anyone take pictures of you on which you are naked. I did, and I am horrified. Diet, here I come...
 
 
Current Mood: crushed
 
 
sedha
01 October 2006 @ 03:15 am
yes he is! we sprayed catnip in his playtunnel, and he licked it up! he got really high on it, rolled around on his back and tried to catch flies with his paws! we has a lot of fun, but now he is exhausted and sleeping on a pillow, coming down from his trip.
sidenote: cats obviously don't get the munchies when coming off of a trip.....
 
 
Current Mood: amused
 
 
sedha
22 September 2006 @ 12:14 am
Bought a new computer today! A wonderful widescreen Toshiba - now I have to make it work!

Yipee!

Sedha.
 
 
sedha
05 May 2006 @ 08:56 pm
I did it - I sent a student out of class because he behaved like an idiot! He had to go to the caretaker and work for him for two hours! The entire class from hell was quiet and on their best behavior afterwards... I WILL not let them walk all over me again!
 
 
Current Mood: determined
 
 
sedha
04 May 2006 @ 09:36 pm
Today we had our 'Jumelage' day, the once-a-year meeting day with our partner school in France. I went with my favorite class and their class teacher whom I also like, and we had a lot of fun and a really good day! We went to Alsace, which is not far away, since I am living close to the French border and close to Strassbourg. On days like this I think I might not be such a failure as a teachter as I think sometimes - I got a lot of compliments from my students, and they insist on getting me back as their English teacher next year... thats a wonderful feeling!
 
 
Current Mood: bouncy
 
 
sedha
02 May 2006 @ 12:11 am
I am sure you noticed that free time always moves faster than work time... I had a really nice three-day weekend, and now it is already Monday evening... amazing how fast time went by!

Graded papers from my class from hell today... oh boy, they take their final exams the week before Pentecost... a desaster in the making... I am worried about that the fact that many will not pass will show me, their teacher, in a bad light... but this class just refused to learn... a lot of them never came around to doing their homework or participate in class discussions... I just did not know how to change that attitude... does that mean I have failed as a teacher? I just had no way to deal with them and make them work... others had not either, that much I know... but still, with being the new one under observation, I worry that it sheds a bad light on me and my abilities...

Oh well... I am glad when they are gone... I dont like one of them... they just got on my nerves one too many times...

Ok, and I just noted that the subject line has nothing to do with the entry any more.. it went off in another direction than planned... oh well... happens....
 
 
Current Mood: discontent
 
 
sedha
22 April 2006 @ 02:55 am
learned that my partner has to go to work ON THE DAY AFTER SHE ARRIVES FROM THE US! NO TIME FOR US, DAMN IT! After five months of waiting, no time for us!

GROUCH!

Sedha.
 
 
Current Mood: frustrated
 
 
sedha
21 April 2006 @ 01:30 am
Just saw a documentary on TV. Someone caught a kitten and literally ripped it's tail off! I mean, bones and all... luckily for the little cat, there was enough skin left to close the huge wound with... otherwise the vet would have had to put the cat to sleep...

A few days later the person who did that threw the tail over the fence to the people who owned the kitten. How sick can one be?
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Current Mood: irate
 
 
sedha
19 April 2006 @ 01:29 am
Poem  
This is one of my all-time favorite poems. It describes a horrible, true event that happened at the concentration camp of Buchenwald. I just wanted to share it with everyone who is interested.


Anthony Hecht: More Light, More Light!

For Heinrich Blucher and Hannah Arendt

Composed in the Tower before his execution
These moving verses, and being brought at that time
Painfully to the stake, submitted, declaring thus:
"I implore my God to witness that I have made no crime."

Nor was he forsaken of courage, but the death was horrible,
The sack of gunpowder failing to ignite.
His legs were blistered sticks on which the black sap
Bubbled and burst as he howled for the Kindly Light.

And that was but one, and by no means one of he worst;
Permitted at least his pitiful dignity;
And such as were by made prayers in the name of Christ,
That shall judge all men, for his soul's tranquility.

We move now to outside a German wood.
Three men are there commanded to dig a hole
In which the two Jews are ordered to lie down
And be buried alive by the third, who is a Pole.

Not light from the shrine at Weimar beyond the hill
Nor light from heaven appeared. But he did refuse.
A Luger settled back deeply in its glove.
He was ordered to change places with the Jews.

Much casual death had drained away their souls.
The thick dirt mounted toward the quivering chin.
When only the head was exposed the order came
To dig him out again and to get back in.

No light, no light in the blue Polish eye.
When he finished a riding boot packed down the earth.
The Luger hovered lightly in its glove.
He was shot in the belly and in three hours bled to death.

No prayers or incense rose up in those hours
Which grew to be years, and every day came mute
Ghosts from the ovens, sifting through crisp air,
And settled upon his eyes in a black soot.
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Current Mood: touched
 
 
sedha
19 April 2006 @ 12:59 am
I have a cat, a fourteen-year old Thai called Nym (after the Shakespeare character from the history plays Henry IV and Henry V). Needless to say, he is the most wonderful cat that ever set paws on this earth. Only that he does not literally set paws on earth anywhere since he is an indoor cat. Better inside and fat than outside and flat, as the saying goes. And he is quite content to rule the apartment and watch the world outside from the windowsills.

Kelly and I got him from a cat shelter near Frankfurt. We still wonder why he was brought to a shelter since he seemed to have had a good home. He is very trusting and snuggly, always wants to sit on my lap and be petted (which of course his service human does extensively). In return, I get my feet warmed at night when he lays down on the blanket so that I can not move an inch. He also takes care that I don't sleep too long by jumping on my chest and trampling and purring at dawn. Very cute, although especially in summer at 4 a.m. I would not mind another two to eight hours of sleep. But to be fair, as soon as I let him snuggle under the blanket where he inexplicably expands into a panther-sized snoring concrete block he is really content. When I have to get up at 5:30 to be in school in time, I have the joy of seeing him yawn, stretch and turn over to fall back into a deep and dreamless sleep. However, not before giving me a look of pity for the human folly to go to work. Telling him that he likes to eat his Hill's Science Senior Light cat food and that it is darn expensive so his mom has to work does not really help that attitude. I guess he thinks that his food is brought by the cat food fairy.

When I come home he always waits for me at the apartment door, he mews and I like to interpret that as happiness. He usually stretches and yawns, and the warmth of sleep on his fur and impressions on the bed tell me that he just got up when he heard my footsteps on the stairs. Which does not mean that he can not snuggle under the blanket with me for a nap on the couch.

Nym also takes care that I don't work too much at home. Jumping up on my desk and positioning himself on the papers I am just grading is a sure attention-getter. Swiping at the pen with his well-trimmed nails and ignoring my yell of pain and the bloodstains on said papers is as much part of that routine as my ensuing hunt for the pen which is more often than not under the lowest shelf of my bookcase. The cat sits next to me, washes his tail and denies any involvement in the case. If I am typing on the computer, Nym likes to lay down on the keyboard. I get the suspicion that I should send in the resulting texts to contests for absurd poetry. I am sure Nym would win the first prize.

If you want to see Nym, look at the userpic.
 
 
Current Mood: amused
 
 
sedha
17 March 2006 @ 06:28 am
Here in Germany, school normally starts around 7:45 a.m. Researchers say that this early beginning does not fit the biorythm of the kids and when I look at the students I can only confirm that. Half of them are only physically present at that ungodly hour. There have been attempts at moving the first class period forward a bit, say start at 8:30. But that generated outrage from 1) parents who have to be at work early, and want to see their kids off to school before they leave, and 2) older generations who had to be in school that early and argue that 'it didn't hurt us to get up early!' The early bird and all that. The debate about the starting time is always most present around election time, like now. After the elections, nothing changes, and the topic is forgotten until the next time politicians think they can garner votes with it.

6:30 now, have to get ready to go to school. Me? Oh yeah, I would like to see the beginning of the school day moved forward... doesn't agree with my biorhythm either...

Yawns,
Sedha.
 
 
Current Mood: but waking up
 
 
sedha
03 March 2006 @ 01:24 am
I miss my love, Kelly... she is in the U.S, an ocean away from me... three long months until she comes home to me... and two months since I have seen her last... nearly hump day... thats at least something....

I miss my friends... they are scattered all over Germany, and we can only rarely meet... talking to them on the phone is just not the same... just spontaneously meeting with them for a glass of wine in the evening was wonderful...

I miss something that I can not really name... I had hardly time for something else than work in the last months, but that is not enough... I need something more in my life... although I do not really know what.... I love my job and it is a really meaningful occupation... I know I make a difference in my students lives, and that is something I am really grateful for... to see them making progress in fields where they thought they would never get ahead is wonderful...

It seems to be so ungrateful to list all the things that are missing... my life is so much better than it was a year ago... I have finally found a job, and gotten out of the depression... I should be content... of course I am grateful that I have a partner, friends, a well-paid job, a nice home... and I sound to myself like a whiney idiot... I should be happy and content... and thats something I am often... but there is still this emptiness...

Maybe I miss the connection to something higher... someone higher... God, however you might want to call that higher being... I am a spiritual person, and that side is definitely underdeveloped in my life...

I am glad that we have holidays now... until the end of this week... I need time for myself... and to think... and find out what is missing....
 
 
Current Mood: pensive
 
 
sedha
02 March 2006 @ 09:56 pm
Hello guys and gals!

I have just created this account... after reading a lot of interesting entries by others...

Now off to customize it! Yay!
 
 
Current Mood: happy
Current Music: None right now...
 
 
 
 

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